Complete
September 22, 2001

Divulge the need for love,
through these words we speak.

A gentle rain upon the senses,
dousing the raging fires in my mind.

An epic fairy tale,
our lives.

Satisfying and complete…
together.

I Am Yours
11/26/04

What is it you see,
in me?
You reach past the anguish,
brush it away and
disregard it.

You don't even see my scars, 
all you see is me,
and you let it go when,
I go insane.

But you hold onto my soul,
you keep it close,
and you let me know,
I am yours to hold.

You tap into the good part,
that exists somewhere in my heart,
it was there at the start,
you discover and stroke it.

Steal a smile from my face,
as I see love in your eyes,
and even when I can't smile for you,
I love you inside.

Because you hold onto my soul,
you keep it close,
and you let me know,
I am yours to hold.

I will never know why you choose,
to love one with so much to lose,
as my hold on sanity is rather loose,
but your heart has chosen mine.

You hold onto my soul,
you keep it close,
and you let me know,
I am yours to hold.

I Know Love
September 25, 2001

I see you and me,
here and now.
And the subtle reformation of our hearts
as we grow.
Shaped minds, maturing together,
soul soothed by loving embrace.

Tears quieted by longing in our eyes,
you want what I want,
to be held within the grasp of unity. 
Lay me down and hold me now,
sweetly and with love’s gentle touch.

Speak confidently these words…
these words I dreamed of hearing when I was a little girl.
to be whispered to me by a dark haired prince,
with a golden smile,
to match his golden heart.

And you are that prince.

Acceptance beyond explanation,
permeating through the whole of me.
I know this because I know love.

I Love You I
June 8, 2001

You have to know that I love you.
I can’t erase the discontent, but I will always try.
You’ve always been here for me in one way or another,
and I love you for that.
I understand you,
and even when I cannot do that
I will always know you.
And like no one else ever will.
Sometimes you don’t see how you make me happy,
and sometimes that’s because it can work in subtle ways.

You penetrate every thought I have every day,
these are NOT JUST WORDS,
it’s true,
I think of you in ALL ways.
I am in love with you.
I feel I always have been, it’s so familiar to me now.
And I love that too.

You or I, by ourselves, perhaps couldn’t survive.
I don’t think we are made to be alone.
But together we can really make it.

I love you.

I Love You II
July 2001

I love you
You inspire in me
A light
A secret I have
Something I know
That others don’t

How great love is!

I feel:
Safe in your arms
Proud by your side
Beautiful in your bed
In heaven when you kiss me
And special
because you love me

I am yours forever

I Want More
May 2001

Never been to this place before
Left expectations at the door
Laid intentions on the floor 

Shed the mask you always wore
Through the fabric I have torn
Life no longer such a bore
To each other we have sworn

Together with you and I just want more
You penetrate me, you soothe my sores
I let you inside, I give you a tour
I open myself, I show you my core
I want more I want more I want more

You remind me what I’m fighting for
You do the little things that I adore
You make it seem to me less like a chore
If I forget my self you lend me yours

You are the one that I've been searching for
And I want more I want more I want more

In You
August 13, 2001

In the light of your presence
In the beauty of your friendship
In the peace of your love
I find contentment.

In the taste of your lips
In the warmth of your arms 
In the heat of your bed
I find desire.

In the love on your face
In the hope in your heart
In the comfort of your words
I find trust.

In the intensity of your stare
In the depth of your soul
In the confidence of you
I find myself.

My Love
July 29, 2001
(approximately 8am)

I feel at peace with you my love
After all is said and done
I know you’ll be here by my side
I know you are the one

Inspiration to move on
To never give up trying
To forget the past and live right now
To feel it when I’m smiling

Words of love whispered in my ear
Such daily reassurance
The happiness that you invoke
A usual occurrence

I respond when you reach out
I feel it when you care
And the hope that sits within my heart
I know you put it there

I realize each and everyday
All you’ve done for me
I’m not alone anymore
Together we will be

Release Me
August 21, 2001 (day)

Reach into the depths of my soul,
tear out the darkness you find there.

Throw it away,
I don’t need it anymore.

Release the song in my heart
so that it may be broken into a 
thousand tiny pieces,
and sung to the world.

Open me, 
free my spirit,
so I may dance,
Child Like,
and apart from fear
 
Chase away the monsters,
so I can live in this fairy tale
a little longer.

Stand or Fall
September 16, 2001

I am ready for your acceptance,
I have been for a long time now.
Sitting here, pondering us,
thinking how it is we came to be.

So many things that stood in our way,
we knocked them down one after another.
We could laugh in their faces, you and I,
if we thought we had anything to prove.

Seems the world is falling down around us.
Indeed, in more than one sense.
But trial after trial will only prove,
we can get through new obstacles tomorrow.

United now in wholesome embrace,
complete and utter understanding.
Stand or fall, either way,
your heart and mine will remain together.

Still Together
July 29, 2001
(approximately 7:30am)

You’d think there’d be nothing left,
after all the pain and disappointment.
How can there be room for hope?
Or trust, or love?
But some how there is a space for you.
I’ve let you in.
Together we wade through the bullshit.
We come out triumphant,
exhilarated,
And still together.